Sometimes when I am riding in the car, I song will play that just moves me.
Sometimes it moves me to be nearer to God, or moves me to dance, moves me to pray, moves me to tears. As a mother, crying alone in my car is a much needed relief. Everyone needs to cry sometimes.
I feel so connected through music, and almost feel like God speaks to me through them. A song will come on that was exactly what I needed to hear in that moment.
Today this is my song, God speaking to me when I need him the most.
I need Peace of mind right now.
We are expecting- baby number 4 and while we are sooo thankful for this little blessing...... we are very scared and are praying for peace.
Peace that God will see us through the ups and downs of a high risk pregnancy. Peace in the decisions we make for this baby. Peace in his plan.
I know that this baby was in his plan, and a path has been laid for this little life. While this may have not been the path I would have chosen, there is a reason for everything. I need to learn to trust his ultimate plan for my baby and me.
If he can move the mountains........ I have faith he can hold this baby in.
Bear with me through this pregnancy when the tears start rolling and I ride the emotional roller coaster. I will try to update everyone. Our big appt is coming up in 2 weeks with the Perinatologist, and we will have some sort of pregnancy plan for bedrest and delivery.
I do ask that you will keep us in your prayers. Pray for a baby more than 26 weeks, a healthy mom and a healthy baby. And pray for perfect peace for our family.